My darling tyler, nothing has really changed since you have gone except the fact that im fighing your cause sweetheart, im finding the strenght to do things i never thought i would do or even have too but its for you sweet and all the other kids that have died to the choking game. I love you and i miss you soo much. Mummy hugs and kisses or eternity, Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx